when you’re crying in your room and your mom knocks on the door and you can’t pretend to be sleeping and you have to open the door and let her see your face and you try to lie and say that you’re not actually crying and she clearly doesn’t believe you but she pretends to and you shut the door and she leaves to go to the grocery store and you then you fall to the floor and cry some more and you look in the mirror and cry some more and you cry and cry and cry
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acidfields:(via thelovelybones)
This is Ryann. I honestly love her to death. I’m pretty sure that she’s one of my closest friends. I can tell her anything and she doesn’t judge me. She doesn’t tell me how to live my life, she just listens and understands. She’s amazing and an amazing friend. Be jealous if you’re not friends with her :P
aw meals i love you so much <3 :D :D :D :D i remember this day hehe
i was going through old journals entries from over the past year. they always make me cry. i haven’t written since january 25th and this is all i said “…so this is what loneliness feels like”
i mean, sometimes i don’t mind being alone but i wish i didn’t feel so lonely all the time
i feel weird going to bed this early
maybe i’ll go at 1
my teeth really hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt
i had one of the most realistic and detailed dreams today. i was literally shocked when i woke up. i didn’t realize i was sleeping. i mean that’s happened before, but this time it was almost scary that i hadn’t noticed i was dreaming (i can usually tell).i had to lay in bed for a few minutes and analyze everything that just happened. i wish it was real. because everything was lovely.